spark

'with sparks comes fire.
so what do u do when the sparks are there
but the fire's gone?
wait for the sparks to make more fire, or cool it off and wait for new sparks?'

chase

'i'm a really boring person. eos.
the only exciting thing about me is the chase.
so if you think you like me...you don't.
you don't like me/ want me nor need me.
you just like the chase,
but meh, that's what life's about right?'

-lmc:)

gone

Isn't it finny how we all try to step back and take a moment to have a think.
That thought that makes you wonder when it all went away,
that moment you realise its gone,
that feeling; that spark; that dissappointment; that anxiety; that happiness; that reason why; that reason not to let go.
Funny, what a moment of thinking can do to you.

-lmc

chain

'Even if the chain will keep you stable and still,
sometimes its required of you,
to cut it off, so you can run around and be free.
Cut the chain, rope, friendship.
meh, same diff'

-lmc

behind

'the people that leave you behind?
yeah there's a reason they're not with you today,
and heck...they won't be there for you tomo,
but that just means that it leaves more time,
and attention for somebody else:)
leave me behind,
i don't mind...
i'll just replace you:)'

-lmc

full

'you're really full of crap you know?
but haha, jokes on us,
we learn to love ya for it...SIGH'

-lmc :)

possession

'whats yours is yours,
whats mine is mine,
i dont want your crap...
cause if i did,
i probably would have gone to the shop and got it myself.
eos.'

swift

'i would find it cute,
if you weren't such a pathetic piece of shit.
it's not that i don't like you,
it's that i never bothered to try to.
why? cause being nice just gets you screwed over.
what does this mean?
I can describe our relationship oh so swiftly.
fml'

p.s. oh no i think the bitch is back :/

-lmc

benevolence

'benevolence and
malevolence are so close in spelling
but so polar in meaning.
theres the fine line between love and hate:
its all in the linguistics.'

-mh

'it sucks when your benevolence,
becomes your regret'

-lmc

ave

'i don't think people are ave,
i think the situations they're in are ave,
or the situations they make for themselves are ave.
one way or the other, somebody in the world loves them,
and there's probably a good reason why :)'

-lmc


'this post is dedicated
to a very special person:
her name is AVE GIRL
and though she may be ave,
she will come to realize
that all pet names come with both
a mix of both affection and honesty.
things arent always the way we want it to be
and we cant always make other people happy.
but to accept yourself for who and what you are,
then you too can laugh along with us
because we are not the enemy.
We are.. your friends =)"

-mh

bliss

'they say

' if at first you don't succeed. pick yourself up and try again'

I've picked myself up, but no, i won't try again.
I've tried many times, and each time,
it leads me to disappointment so I'm just going to stop.
I can't try again, if i know the end result will probably
just lead to a useless cause.
It would be so much easier just to not know.
sometimes, ignorance really is bliss'

-lmc


'sleeping in
is so blissful.
and then you wake up to reality.
maybe thats why death is called
"eternal bliss".
maybe its all about finding something worth waking to.
or next to.'

-mh

crush

'baby, there's a reason they call it that.
That's gonna be the state of your heart,
when it's all over an done with'

-lmc :)



'
"legend tells of a man
so powerful that he can reach
into the chest of his enemies
and crush their hearts with his fist."

pffft, so what? i know a girl
that can crush a mans heart
just with her eyes.'

-mh

twist

'i love watching movies
with twist endings.
i like mindfucks.
i enjoy getting my mind blown.
...among other things'

-mh

'you weren't a twist to my story.
More like a pleasant surprise'

-lmc :)

bottle

'i was always fascinated
by those bottles with miniature ships in them.
how could something so majestic, so sophisticated,
like those ships be contained by such a small vessel.
like they're trapped.
its hauntingly impressive.
that is my mind, stuck inside this vessel of a body'

-mh

'In a sense, the body is like a bottle,
it can only take so much before it overfills.
Your effect on me?
In the form of tears dear'

-lmc

ripple

'the ripple effect
when a single action
causes a wave of consequences
but this only occurs
when there is water.
for without, an action is just a stone
that falls to the ground '

-mh

'when i first met you,
i thought you would be someone,
that would just drop in with no effect.
But no, you made a ripple effect in my life,
changing everything i do and say.
how do i know that?
cause i'm thinking of you right now'

-lmc

shade

'
the shadow cast from your inner fantasies
provide a nice shade for those daring enough
to play within it,
until that shadow suddenly disappears,
and you see that i was the one that shined upon you.
and those that played among the shade,
will be nought but scorched.'

-mh

'Adding sunglasses doesn't make everything gloomy,
it just makes it easier to see when everything is bright and blurry.
Put those sunnies on and make it easier for yourself to see.
sure its a tad more gloomy and dour,
but hey, at least you can see it better now right?
sometimes i wish i could put sunnies on too see you.'

-lmc

silence

'sometimes in order to see,
you need to have silence.
How do two different senses correlate?
sometimes, in order to be able to do something right,
you need something completely irrelevant to impose.'

-lmc


'if silence is golden
then men's genitals
should surely be called
"the midas touch"'

-mh

need

' i only put up with your crap,
cause i NEED you in my life.
No, you don't make me happy.
The things you bring to my life make me happy.
But in a sense, i shouldn't complain,
you do treat me well'

-lmc

'
I need you like Sago needs glee
I need you like Ness needs purity
I need you like Eugene needs A/C
I need you like Helen needs coffee
I need you like Naijiao needs Jackie
I need you like Jen Kan needs Timmy
I need you like Jackie needs bubbletea
I need you like Nhandoes needs a degree
I need you like Karen needs stuff for free
I need you like Simon needs his Queen Bee
I need you like Renata needs her Strawberry
I need you like Jong needs to update frequently
I need you like George needs a certain W-H-A-L-E
I need you like Joshy needs constant female company


I need you like you need me,
Wouldn't you agree?
Don't believe me then take my hand and see
Together we can be whatever, wherever we want to be.'

-mh

expect

'When you expect too much from me,
it's always going to leave to disappointments.
I'm sorry i always seem to disappoint you,
but you probably shouldn't have those expectations of me.
I think that you have to shift your expectations onto somebody else,
cause i'm clearly never gonna hit them.
It's not that I don't want to,
It's just that I'm not suppose to'

-lmc


'expect,
expectations,
examples of ugly words.
eliminate these from your vocabulary, and
enjoy life, as you
eliminate the things that will only disappoint and make an
example for those that are still hoping.
expectations,
expect.

end the cycle.
eos'

-mh

destination

'"Thus I draw from the absurd three consequences:
which are my revolt, my freedom, and my passion.
By the mere activity of consciousness
I transform into a rule of life what was an
invitation to death, and I refuse suicide."
-Albert Camus

..because the destination is always the same.
the only way to enjoy the journey
is to be as absurd as the absurdity of it all =)'

-mh

'i've got something on my mind,
and i can't seem to let it go.
I've bene plotting different ways to tell you,
but i don't think it matters...
cause at the end,
it'll just end up at the same destination.'

-lmc