Introduce Yourself

Hi :)

My name is Helen :) I'm a walking contradiction, too much of too many polar opposites that are taken to the extreme. I'm naive because its my reason and my excuse. I tend to go woth the flow, but overthink things that should either be in hindsight or left for 'Future Helen'. I push myself to every limit possible until I physically AND mentally can no longer tank it. I like to think that one day i can save the world because i've never seen anybody save everybody but i know for a fact that everybody can save somebody. Although I pretend that I'm not...I act like a complete girl. I'm irrational, impatient, I overthink, overanalyse and overreact. I prefer experience over books. I'm positively content. I know i could be a hell of a lot happier but at the same time i'm happy with the way things are knowing it could be a hell of a lot worse. I'm a realistic optimist. I like to smile because i find it sexy in others and try and bring my a-game everyday. I am lame. I am Helen. :)

-lmc

time...or something close to it

sometimes i wish i could just fast foward time.
I wonder what will happen in 5 months time.
I wonder what the true intention of some things are.
I wonder if people are lying to me.
I wonder if i've just been handed an empty promise.
I wonder if I was just a chapter in your book in order to move onto the next.
I wonder if I'll still be in the next chapter.
sigh, only time can tell.
sometimes i honestly can't stand time.

p.s. stop advertising. Everytime you do it i swear it just makes me wanna start a kick boxing class. I have anger issues.

end of story

lmc:)