sunday morning

Pretty sure at one stage or another every girl has felt this way. Giving your all and still not being good enough to the point you realise it's not you it's them. Cause that's the only time you're never gonna be good enough (y)

-lmc

Challenge Day 3

Even with no shirt on you got me hot under the collar.
Lets bounce girl, i know how to roll cos imma baller.
When im up for it i know ull be down,
I ain't funky but i can still take you to town.
I'm gona board your vessel,
but I ain't no pirate like em rest.
No treasure to share, but a heart of gold
locked inside my chest.

-mh

notion

belief is a fantasy created by our dreams and bestowed with faith and hope.
We come to terms because we have to, not because we want to.
We come to hate when care is so deep yet like and love cannot describe this emotion, thus we must hate.
We become repulsed once something so beyond our control sickens us.

They say english works like math. I won't hesitate to agree.

-lmc

work

day 1- what a great day. budget by 12. no bitchiness, no catiness, just pure happiness :)
day 2- Some monster of a kid decides to step on my foot and i giggle it off to be polite. little monster of a child you made my foot bleed. rage.
day 3- Some child sits in the trolly on a large bag of chum. She shows me her bubbles as i show her mother a ring. woah, step up...oh golly child, your pants are wet. yellow liquid on the floor. i begin to pass paper to the parents. oh hell no, will i clean your childs urine. rage.
day 4- i hope it gets better.

-lmc

Challenge Day 2

They say the pen is mightier than the sword
But how well can my dagger fare against the horde?
Exams aren't about the knowledge that you forcefully intake,
Its all about how masterfully you can can regurgitate.
Now the hard parts over, the battle against exams is won.
Time to face the holidays, and the war has just begun.
The price of freedom is daunting, and it comes at a price.
Living in sin means gluttony, and everyone wants a slice.

-mh

strength

'they say what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger,
but how much more can you take and for how much more longer?
If death is the only feeling, passing you by,
then this theory is flawed, wrong and a complete and utter lie,
immunity is what it is, that is what you gain,
so try not to beat yourself up, and soon will pass the pain.'

-lmc

Challenge Day 1

fear of the unknown, fear of the future
fear brought on by the differences in culture
now our paths are separated cos of religious segregation
what happened to unity and acceptance, cos this feels like degradation
someone like you, in this lifetime i will never find
so now I'm living life, truly undefined
cos without you life has lost all meaning,
to replace you would be sick, twisted and demeaning
feels like my soul is shredding, piece by fucking piece
i want to sleep forever but i will never rest in peace


-mh

Horcrux

A horcrux is created by breaking off a part of your soul,
and placing it in an object or living thing.
Voldemort ripped his soul into seven pieces through murder.
However, I have found a much easier way.


-mh

control

' Making something that was within my control, beyond my control so i didn't have to face it.
Realising what's beyond your control can no longer be within your control, and left facing every responsibility for it.
I'm sorry. Selfish, naive and foolish. I'm sorry.

-lmc

19/06/11

19/06/11

The day I found out i was infact, human



"tears are made of sadness, and they come out
when you cry. So when you cry, it's not because
you're sad, it's because you're becoming happy"
-SMBC

restart

'sometimes, it's the cleanest plates that come from the dirtiest dishes'

-lmc

rage

to reach that impossible apex
of being blinded by rage
but at the same time
to see with such clarity.


-mh

differentiate

' They say bad habits die hard, but that's not to say they don't.
Cause, I don't need you anymore'

-lmc

stranger

' cause the only thing I can ask for now, is for you not to forget me.'

-lmc

repulsed

who the fk do you think you are?

Reminded

Because I wanted to remind myself:

"Whether you are encumbered in pain, or surrounded by joy, cherish every single moment for the greatest gift we are all bestowed with, is the miracle of life itself."

To say that you are one of the greatest gifts I have been bestowed with can only mean that without you my life would not be so miraculous. So lets push past this pain and cherish more moments together.


-mh

elevator

walk in, walk out, that's all you ever do.
It just seems whenever you walk in, the doors shut and I go up,
and when that time passes you just simply walk out and I go back down.
You, having no regard of how much energy or effort i put into going up,
no regard to how shit i feel when i go back down.
walk in, walk out. That's all you ever do.
Well here's my proposition.
Stay in or walk the fk out, cause one of these days this elevator isn't going to work anymore.

-lmc

chances

' How many chances is deemed acceptable before we realise we have no routine- we simply just circulate our lives around someone elses'

-lmc

memories

'appreciate goodbyes.
It's only when we lose the moments we gain the distant memories'

lmc

bittersweet

'the longest goodbye possible'

-lmc

flawed victory

'are you a burden or a miracle?'

-lmc

leave

'never meant so much yet felt so little.
This is my silent sign to tell you to fk off'

-lmc