WAS

"I'll roll you up in paper, to hide you from the world
The fire licks at ashes, while straight lines start to curl.
Smoke leaps free of leaf skin, while buds proceed to burn,
The vibes so sure to follow, comprise the high I yearn."
-broobear

new

'new year
new toys
new problems
new me?


same resolve'
-mh

"bring on the new year,
bring on the new friends,
bring on the new shocks and surprises,
But let us not forget,
just because you have something new,
doesn't mean you're replacing,
It just means you're adding,
bring on age, wisdom and happiness,
see you don't replace,
you add"

perspective

'george tran is lying on my bed.
read it how you like.
its all about perspective ;)'
-mh

"look at it from my perspective,
maybe then...
you'll see why it hurts"

alone

'you're never alone
because i will be there
watching over you.
so when you're feeling lonely,
just ask
"what time is it?"
and ill be there"
-mh


"you don't have to be alone to feel lonely,
even with a hundred people surrounding me,
if your not by my side,
i still feel lonely"

40

'game over.
but the mini games were fun'
-mh

"40...the age where if i'm still single,
i'll start to worry"

merry christmas!

'
"on the first day of christmas
my true love said to me:

"i bet you just sang that sentence
in your head while you were reading it"

i just lost the game.
merry christmas guys!'
-mh

avoid

'"Everything will be ok in the end.
If its not ok, its not the end."

If he realizes what he wants
in the end
is you
You'll be glad you took the time
to let him figure it out himself.
The kettle never boils when you stare at it'
-mh

"when we avoid something,
it's not in the hope of deleting them,
we just don't want to face them,
so don't get offended if i avoid you,
i'm not deleting you out of my life,
i'm just pushing you aside,
until a better time comes"

ride

'watched avatar in 3D.
everything is better when its in 3D ;)
it seems all cultures are the same.
the one with the coolest ride
gets the girl'
-mh

"it's usually the toughest rides,
that lead to the greatest destinations,
take love for instance,
it's a tough and complicated ride,
but it ends up leading you to happiness"

absence

'lying is the absence of truth
so if i ask you something
and you say nothing,
thats lying.
you fker'
-mh

" you should check out,
my absence slip from high school,
oh how much,
i dislike you applicable maths"

insecurity

'when im feeling insecure
my body has this reaction
where i just get an erection.
i can't control it.
sorry.

oh yeah so in answer to your question,
yes im happy to see you =)'
-mh

"i only receive this feeling twice,
the first is when i look in the mirror,
the second,
is when i see you with her"

sorry

'sorry is just an excuse
to make the same mistake again'
-mh

"sorry, is just another word,
to make us feel better,
used too much,
but never enough,
when it's needed most"

Pain

"I have a fetish for pain.
I know,
because i enjoy getting bitten
and i also enjoy your company.'
-mh

"the difference between pain and hurt?
hurt is when you fall off your bicycle,
pain is when you watch the one you love,
fall in love with someone else"

distract

'i hate when i'm driving
and i see something spectacularly stunning
walking on the footpath.
it demands my attention,
and i must oblige and turn my head.
its unfair how beautiful girls are these days.
but i know how to stop getting distracted by these wonderous creatures.
my secret?
you in my passenger seat =X'
-mh


"distract me from sleeping,
distract me from dreaming,
what does that mean to me?
means that you make reality,
better then dreaming :$"

special

'the line:
"im different,
im not like the others
im special"
is that - just a lie.
don't fall for it.

unless that person is me.'
-mh

"when i tell you "you're special"
i think you're cute,
when you try to be cute
i'm gonna think you're special


...in the head"

way

'way is the manner in which
i answer my phone
if you don't get it
call me and find out'
-mh

"i go out of my way to get you to notice me,
you go out of your way,
to make sure you don't notice how i feel"

confidence

'confidence has the effect of giving someone an attractive cover
cockiness has the effect of making people run for cover.'
-mh


"if you can appear confident,
you can get away with anything ;)"

solar

'i've never seen anyone so unimpressed and disinterested
in a beautiful sunrise
"nothing i haven't seen before"
i wonder if im any different to that sunrise'
-mh

"look babe, i'm not the solar system,
and you're not pluto,
just cause they decided you were
small and insignificant in my life
doesn't mean, i'm gonna neglect you
and erase you as one of the main features,
you may not be good enough
to be a planet to them,
but you'll always be a planet to me"

sunday morning =)

It's Sunday morning. scratch that. It's 9:36am on a Sunday morning and i'm awake. the funny thing is, that's not the saddest part. I've been awake for about 2 hours now waiting for work to begin. so let me explain how this all happened...sigh

OK, so i'm sleeping like a good kiddiewink and someone comes in my room at 7:32am and I wake up and due to this horrendous/ incredible beach weather I can't go back to sleep. So now, i'm kinda sleep deprived awaiting work. joy =) Due to this new found boredom, i have revived my gorgeous blog and decided to blog about this =)

what else? chrissie is coming up!!! =) so excited. LOVE chrissie. It's absolutely adorable, having everyone celebrate something on the same day. No workies. Just absolute relaxation. =) epichappy face bout that. I miss the good old days,where the only thought that crossed your mind, was whether or not you could make it to the other side of the monkey bars. It seems that, as we age, everything seems more complicated. It really should become simpler, cause as we grow, we gain knowledge which should help us find answers. But, then again, as we age, we are more open to the world and therefore have more to answer. sigh

last note, what's on my playlist? good charlotte? nope =) i'm currently addicted to "what you say" from Jason Derulo. download it guys, it's epic =)

Anywho, i'll let you guys go now

xoxo
epic love,

lil ms chatterbox

dependent

'"yeah feels like I'm getting kinda dependent
and that's dangerous especially with someone like you"

i never quite knew what she meant.
or rather,
i refused to comprehend it.'
-mh



As much as we would like to believe it's true,
no one is really independent,
we will always depend on something or someone,
the only difference is...
the degree of our dependence,
AS we grow, we just become less dependent
but believe me,
you will never be 100% independent =)

destiny

'today as i was thinking
about what to write for this post
a customer told me off for not paying attention
and looking distracted.
i wonder if that was meant to happen?
destiny you got me!
you sneaky bitch'
-mh

"destiny is just another word,
for not having a choice,
well said superman =)
but even if it was destiny to meet you
it's hope and faith that determine the rest"

fact

'"Blowjobs are a fact of life"
-Nips

Another fact of life:
Out of sight
Out of mind

but

On a flight
Still on my mind.'
-mh

"life =fact
dreams = fiction
but that doesn't mean they're mutually exclusive
just remember,
if you can dream it
you can become it
bring your dream to life=)"

strategy

'it takes a lot less effort
to just go with the flow
than to come up with a strategy.
the difference in outcome
depends largely on your ability to improvise.
and how cute you are ;)'
-mh

"using my best strategy,
i still can't get you,
using no strategy,
and she gets you,
maybe i should quit this foolish game
and leave the strategies,
to the board games"

sin

'i used to think there was only 7 deadly sins:
Pride, Greed, Envy, Lust, Sloth, Wrath, Gluttony.
but then i found another one.
you.'
-mh

"look at me with your sinister eyes,
and i know you couldn't hurt me
look at me with your innocent eyes,
and i know i could hurt you"

lil ms chatterbox =)

jump

'if i say jump
you ask "why?"
if he says jump
i ask "how high?"
if you say jump
i jump straight into the sky'
-mh

let's play jump rope =)
where you have to know the exact time to jump,
kinda like life,
if you jump into situations to early,
you're gonna get hurt
if you jump too late,
you're out of the game
but if you jump at the right time,
you avoid both situations =)

opinion

'the great thing about being a sales consultant
is that your opinion actually matters.
the bad thing is
some customers are too stubborn to listen.
wait sorry did i say customers?
i meant YOU'
-mh


it actually hurts to say this,
how the opinions of others can change us so much,
we value ourselves on how much we can...
think for ourselves, act for ourselves and just be ourselves
but when others opinions,
affect us this bad,
it just sucks, cause we know it's true
it's not like they're intentionally trying to screw us over
it's just them reminding us about the world
and its social standards.

try

'when i stop trying
you stop caring.
when you stop caring
i start trying.
problem is,
when you stop trying
i can't stop caring'
-mh

sometimes it's easier not to try
cause when we try
it leads to expectations
and when we don't meet those expectations
it leads to disappointments
that's why,
i can't bother trying with you :)

chosen

'nothings great about being the chosen one
too much power and responsibility
no matter what world or dimension I live in,
Morpheous > Neo'
-mh

even if you're chosen
does it mean anything?
unless you choose them back

somebody

'they that you're nobody unless somebody loves you
but what if no-one loves that person?
then nobody loves you'
-mh

it's when somebody makes you feel like somebody
that you feel like somebody
but when that persons gone
it makes you feel like you're nobody
and thats when you realise
you need anybody
just to make you feel like somebody

photograph

'i like to cut myself out
of pictures of us.
and replace me with a cutout of fabio
the most beautiful man on earth.
but i can't cut you out,
because there is no woman on this earth
more beautiful than you'
-mh

"to be honest, i really don't like photos,
hence me always untagging myself on fb,
why?, cause i only have 3 options
1.) practice posing in the mirror
2.) stop taking photos
3.) become more attractive
i don't think any are gonna happen any time soon"

clean

'there is nothing more satisfying
than having a clean room.
actually i lie.
there is nothing more satisfying
than getting someone else
to clean your room.
im such a lucky boy'
-mh

one thing i can't stand about you,
is that you think you're so clean,
why? cause you don't drink much, don't smoke or do drugs,
just cause you don't do those things doesn't mean you're clean,
look at how many people you hurt,
with your constant assumptions, accusations and judgements,
yeah you may be clean in a sense,
but heck, your closets pretty dirty too,
you have quite a lot of skeletons in there,
see, you're not so clean after all.

lil ms chatterbox

angel

'i gave him matching wings.
but it always seems that i am
the genesis to your angeal.'
-mh

dear ms angel chen
It's your birthday,
it was awesome,
had so much fun,
hope you had an apic night,
since you're an epic girl =)
hope you didn't get too drunk,
but you deserve a break =)
next time, we'll drop the cocktails,
and get a kit kat =)

lil ms chatterbox =)

mask

'some people mask their sadness with a smile
and others mask their triumphs with nonchalance.
me?
i mask my boredom with you'
-mh

"sometimes its hard to be ourselves
sometimes we lack the confidence we need,
so we wear a mask to be ourselves
perhaps that's why some girls wear makeup,
perhaps that's why some guys, hide behind their helments while playing sport,
sometimes i wish i could give you a mask,
so you can be yourself when others aren't looking"

lil ms chatterbox

breakfast

'i miss some of my old routines
like eating breakfast.
or seeing you.
i wonder if they're interrelated'
-mh

"the first meal of the day,
the first thing i think about when i wake up,
it may be a break from fasting,
but it's also a break from everything else,
when you think about breakfast
you tend to only think bout what you're gonna eat
nomnomnom...breakie in about 7 hours" =)

khan

'Genghis Khan, ruler of the mongols
Nazim Khan, ruler of statistics.
What they both had in common?
Trying to unite gooks towards a common goal'
-mh

"I suck at history,
i won't lie...so when i got khan
i had to google dictionary it,
it defined khan as a leader or mogul
but if genghis and nazim have the surname khan,
and were both leaders or moguls,
does that mean the word derived from their surname?
or is it a coincidink?
i told you i suck at history"

uninvited

'it's not showing up uninvited,
and let in
that proves your likability
its whether or not you're asked to stay.'
-mh

"Just because you're not invited to something
doesn't mean you're uninvited
it simply just means,
you weren't important enough
to be invited =)"

aftermath

'When you pull the trigger
and the bullet leaves that gun,
nothing can bring it back
and all your left with is the aftermath that follows.
Just like words'
-mh

"i try to think like a rationale person,
so i try to think about the aftermath of situations,
but when i do, i over analyse,
I either end up chickenening out,
or just have high expectations and get disappointed
so ive learnt that sometimes we shouldn't think about the aftermath
until it comes, and that way
u don't get disappointed =)"

pretending

'pretending is a fantasy
that is never as good as the real thing.
like playing house when you're a kid
or pretending to scuba dive in your bathtub.
or sitting on your hand till its numb
and pretending its someone elses'
-mh


stop pretending to think i'm funny
stop pretending that you're my friend
stop pretending that you don't talk about me behind my back
stop pretending to be nice to me
stop pretending that you like me
cause when i find out the truth
it hurts more then it would if i had never knew you

lil ms chatterbox

ave + confidence =awesome?

i haven't really blogged for a while, so i guess i'll blog today. Wow, through the many days that i have neglected this blog i have learnt so much, yet, i have way too little time to write about it. scratch that. I have no life, i have time, but i'd rather spend my time on BBF ;)

Anyways, I guess i should blog about something i've learnt today, so here it goes...

Lesson number 7: If you can appear confident you can get away with anything =)

If anyone knows me, they would know one main thing about me, and that is...i'm a scaredy cat. It gets so bad to the point that if it's past 8pm and there are stars outside, you would probably have to walk me to my door. that's how scared i get. Which reminds me of last night ;). No i'm joking, LOL. What happened last night was when i was in a car with my friend and her phone rang, i LITERALLY screamed my head off. yeah, that bad. I probably shoudn't have watched nightmare on elm street as a kid. THat thing scarred me for life. Ever wonder why i'm so sleep depreived? Jokes. LOL, it's cause of my addiction with coffee. crap, i ramble. Apologies =)

Anyways, as i was saying, i'm a coward. Heck i know it. If i'm meeting someone new, i'll appear confident and say hi, laugh a little, smile a little, talk...a lot BUT anyways, i'll still be scared and heck, i'll probably be shaking. But you know what? i seem confident and so people assume i am. So they just assume that i'm naturally good with people. You can apply this to work, interviews etc.

Lol, you're prob wondering why i'm telling you this, but it's because at work, sometimes, you may not have the right answers, but if you just smile and talk as if you do, they're gonna believe you. Anyways, when in doubt, just appear confident and you can pull anything off =) ever wonder why ave guys sometimes get the best girls ;)

that is all,

xoxo
epic love,

lil ms chatterbox

walls

'having a geng poster with no wall to hang it on
is pointless.
same as having a geng story with no-one to tell it to'
-mh


Sometimes we build walls to protect ourselves,
perhaps we want to protect our homes, our belongings or our well being
so at the end of the day, we can feel secure
that no one will invade our space
but then again,
Sometimes walls aren't put up to keep people out
but to see who really cares enough to break them down.

lil ms chatterbox

roadtrip

'it is time to find out the answer
to the age old question:
"How Stoned Is Too Stoned?"
Game or not?'
-mh

"life's not only a journey,
It's a roadtrip,
we're given the map,
we just need to learn how to read it"

lil ms chatterbox =)

plastic

'Barbie is a manufactured specimen of beauty
made of plastic.
Though you are made of flesh and bones,
I find you just as beautiful.'
-mh

"plastic not only hurts the environment,
it hurts us too...
when people get plastic surgery,
that attempt to correct their "flaws"
yet, little do they know
it's the perfect imperfections
that make people attractive
and by correcting them,
you lose that part of you that makes you special
plastic..."

simple

'We make excuses for not being able deal with things
by saying its complicated.
But really, things are really simple,
its just that we don't have the answer to deal with it.
But theres a simple way to find all the answers:
Game or Not?'
-mh

"it's the simple things that are the most effective,
it's the simple things i do that make my mum smile
It's the simple steps that take us to the right places
it's the simple words that are the most confusing
It's the simple actions that can change perceptions
it's the simple things you do that make me think about you"

cloth

'There is so much diversity in cloth
You can use it to make tough uncomfortable textiles like:

Frieze (rough heavy woolen cloth)
Ingeo (polylactide fibre blended with other fibres)
Kelt (coarse fabric made of black and white wool)
Aramid (used for flame-retardant clothing, cut-protection, and armor)

But it can also make soft and comfortable textiles like:

Saxony (fine soft woollen fabric)
Angora (silk-like fabric made from wool of angora goats)
Georgette (think silk, no joke!)
Organza (transparent thin silk or nylon)

There's a cloth for every occasion, and every person'
-mh





people underestimate the use of cloth
really, its a form of material used for so many things
some rely on it to clean,
yet some rely on it for the dream,
that some prince will come along
perhaps when you're crying
or fell down and made yourself dirty
in which the prince will pass you a piece of cloth
to help you clean yourself and get you back on your feet
cloth...underestimated.

the lollipop or the licorice?

life lesson 6: quality over quantity

when i was younger, i remember at school they had like 5c licorice and lollipops for like 40c. Every time i felt like candy, i would always go for the licorice cause i got 8 as opposed to the 1 lollipop. So even if i felt like lollipops, i chose the licorice. I know, it's weird and everyone would tell me to get the lollipop because at the end of the day its what you got not how much. Needless to say, i didn't really understand what they meant. SERIOUSLY, 8 licorices or ONE lollipop. you do the math. =)

AS i blog at like 1:30am? i'm home from an epic day with my friends =)
Today I had so much fun with the girls just talking and chilling and not really doing much and yet it was so much fun. Don't worry leonard, i'll mention you in this one cause i LOLLED so much when i typed the title of my blog on your computer and you already had it on. LOL, yeah i guess you are my bff. special mentions =)

But anyways, as I sit here, i think about how much i would rather just spend my time with my what 6? friends as opposed to the hundreds of acquaintances that i seem to have. I guess, i've finally realised that it is quality over quantity. I guess this is what growing up is really about. Dropping the licorice and going for the lollipop. Finally, I can enjoy the lollipop without the feeling of greed for more. =)

xoxo
epic love,
lil ms chatterbox
p.s. i'll edit later. i'm kinda tired so i know the writing is hideous so i'll fix it up later, just wanna make sure that i didnt forget this =)

optimistic

'Only talking about happy things forever
will never equate to being happy forever.
You got to get through the dark tunnel
To get to the light at the end'
-mh


as i say, there are two ways of explaining things...honestly and politely
i guess that also explains how people perceive you...
when you talk politely about the world, you're seen as optimistic
yet when you talk honestly, you're being pessimistic

lil ms chatterbox

Forgive

"To forgive calls upon our love
to forget calls upon our strength.
Being able to forgive and forget
would require both.

I'm getting so tired.'
-mh

"you can never get the best of both worlds
you can forgive but not forget
or you can forget and not bother about forgiving
but if you think you can forgive AND forget
stop fooling yourself,
no ones that stupid.
it's the only way we learn from our mistakes."

epic love,

lil ms chatterbox

contemplation

'I sit here contemplating
thinking back, commiserating
about how we met, it was titillating
the thrill of questioning, probing, mentally eviscerating
i know you found it quite irritating
but how could i stop it was so captivating
there were actually times when you'd be reciprocating
having opinions and stories, replying, engaging, deliberating
those times are the most memorable, the most liberating
I tried to woo you, being charming, sweet and foolishly serenading
but you'd never consider the possibility of ever dating
I have never found anyone so achingly challenging, so expostulating
game or not! i'll make you mine, i was too cocky and calculating
but i lost the game and couldnt stop my feelings from accumulating
resulted in constant bickering and speculating, manipulating and postulating
the whole relationship was constantly up and down, adulating and aggravating
so many times i thought about leaving, then changing my mind and procrastinating
so many times i've apologised, so many times its emasculating
but i can never let you go, the pain is mutilating
who knew that love would be so debilitating.'
-mh





hmm, contemplation
thinking about it,
when you break it into small bits
you get "con"- in which we kinda associate with convict and hence fear
and "temp"in which its like a desire
so perhaps when we contemplate, really, all we wanna do is something, but have the fear that the other choice was better
=)
lil ms chatterbox

ring

'i got down on one knee
and i looked up at her,
a look of shock and surprise spreading over her face.
I pulled out from my pocket a little black box
opened it, and offered her the sparkling engagement ring.
But suddenly i stopped, a look of embarrassment and shame upon my face.
I can not put the ring on this beautiful woman's finger!
Immediately I regretted this proposal and got up and walked away.
Three steps it took, before i looked back at the crying amputee that i so dearly loved.
"I'm sorry, it just wasn't meant to be".

-moral of the story-
if you have a foot fetish,
don't marry a woman with no legs.
its just not gonna work '
-mh




"a ring is round
it has no ends
and that's how long
we'll be friends"

My friend told me that when we were 12
we no longer speak to one another.

Pair

They say great things come in pairs...a pair of eyes, ears, hands and yet we only have one heart. Perhaps this means we're not great until we find someone to pair our hearts with. =)

welcome

Omg, this is so epically awesome..i have a freakin blog.
anyways, read if you're bored, tired or hungry i suppose
oh btw, it's a co-blog
i'm ms chatterbox
and mr meng is the basket of strawberries
Now enjoy
and what else can i say except...welcome =)