jeff

dear jeff,

you are great <3

xx.

lmc :)

virtues

'i'm either really stupid or really forgiving.
I used to think i was just really forgiving,
but now that I think about it...
I think i'm just really stupid.
Let's just see how it pans out.'

-lmc

blank

'cause that's my state of mind.
I don't know who I am, who I'm going to be or who I was.
I'm just blank, a blank canvas with nothing there just waiting for some fantastic artist to draw a pretty picture that will take my breath away. I'm waiting.
Faces come and faces go, yet still no artist.'

-lmc

friends

'i don't miss you, i miss who you were...

friends come and friends go, People enter our lives just as easily as people leave it. We eventually get hurt so we learn not to depend on others and to fend for ourselves. We get betrayed so we learn to trust noboody but ourseleves and when it comes down to it, people learn to keep friendships that don't need high maintenance'

-lmc

easy

' i don't think you understand how easily you can make me smile'
:)

-lmc

regret

regret is up to your own discretion.
It's your choice, can you honestly say you do?
Look at everything surrounding you,
now take a breather and discover what's within.
You have been moulded by the actions you've taken.
Regret nothing, appreciate everything.

-lmc

for you :)

for every person that has been called weird :) yeah, it's the ordinary people showing their jealousy :) hahahahha

oh gosh this hits close to home hey ;) LOL i think most of my close friends CANNOT be called ordinary :) yeah too awesome to be ordinary. I may find ordinary people in the supermarket, but at least I found you when I needed too <3 :) ordinary is so ave

-lmc

need

u don't need to tell me cause I already know :)

p.s. ness is leaving me for a bit to go to stinkapore. why do most of my closest friends come there? her, l.lim and isma. u guys smell, but hey at least ur not viet so u have one over me (y) well done.
p.p.s- i'm gonna miss u nesssss! :( I'll prob just like become all anti social until u come back. LOl enjoy it hun :)

-lmc

yell

sometimes yelling does work
cause sometimes one yell,
can change everything.
Cause when they yell, you listen, and think.
So right now all i can think is
'where did it all go wrong, how did it end up here'
that and 'man, honesty is a bitch hey'

-lmc

sleep

it's currently 10:05pm and i'm just about ready to go to bed.
what has life come too? seriously.
I'm either just growing up way too quickly and not wanting to enjoy teenage years, or even possibly just getting more boring as a person. I'm gonna go with eh first one, the latter would be pretty hard. i honestly don't do much these days

-lmc

p.s. how CUTE is teengae dream? my gosh ' i finally found you, my missing puzzle piece...i'm complete :$' like seriously...nawwwww :x hahahahahahahahaha
i want that bloody puzzle necklace now. so cute! :)
p.p.s i realise it's an old song but man i like songs after they're popular. Liking them whilst theyre popular makes u feel way too conformed. Either like it before or after, lol yes i'm weird. thanks for being my friends guys :x hahahhaha

who knew?

a picture tells a thousand words. yeah, that and the fact that 1 sentence explains it all.

-lmc

memories

here's a story for you

About a year ago, i was shopping with my dear friend Evonne when i came across this magnificent scent. yes, it was the gorgeous girly smell that any girl could dream of. the beauty of Viva La Juicy. I looked at the bottle, oh gosh it was cute :x i looked closer and was thinking 'oh golly its in pink ribbon with complete blingness' oh how this thing was made for me:) But wait a minute! I suddenly had the urge to look at the price tag. 'oh gosh!' i thought to myself as i saw those triple figures. Even if i smelt like crap i would not spend that much on perfume! so thus, i walked away from one of the best goddam things that could have happened to me. What next? it never went on sale:(
Come 8th December 2010, I meet up with 2 of the most gorgeous people in the world. yes, you Evonne and Isma, you're beautiful. 'oh what's that?' i think to myself as they hand me a box. oh a late birthday present how sweet :x

And what was it? FREAKIN VIVA LA JUICY GIFT SET! and the box was pink. my gosh :x are my friends geng or what? ;)

xx.

-lmc

try again

there is only
"yes" and "no"

there are no maybes.

tits or gtfo

deny

it's undeniable, but we deny it because it makes life easier.
just admit it, we screwed up. bad.
At least we know it in our minds, sigh. when are we gonna face the truth?
never? acceptable

-lmc

scare

i'm gonna scare you away with all my insecurities. helen, insecurites? really. well apparently.
all my insecurities, presumptions, assumuptions EVERYTHING will make u think ive gone loco and i don't think that will change.
you're gonna look me in the eye and i'll look right back at you, but the difference? i'm gonna think you're an asshole for no goddam reason. hmm, the cons of being a girl.

-lmc

fight

It's come to that point. That one point we both knew it would end up, but both hoped for the best and expected the worse. We fight so much now it's hard to believe there's anything left for us to save. But at least i know why we fight. The fact that it's not the way it was hurts like a bitch and there's nothing we can do about it. The fact that we miss each others company stings and yet there's no antiseptic. The fact that we never have time and there's no pause button in reality makes it hard.

Yeah the reason we fight? cause we realise it's the only way we can get each others attention. think about it.

-lmc