chance

I should start handing out chances. Observing my actions, all i can see is a bitch at work. I hand out chances, and the moment you take it, i take it back. The moment you don't want it I hand it back to you. It's like passing a child candy. You only want to give it when they don't want it.
Life is so amusing.

lmc :)

motivation :)

People are lazy. eos.
There is no such thing as being "too stupid to study". You're just lazy.
For those that claim they can't go to school to study etc. because they're "dumb"...you're not dumb, you're just lazy. It's like watching obese people eating maccas and claiming they can't lose weight because their genes won't allow them too. Once again, you're just lazy.
There is no such thing as can't.

"if you can dream it, you can become it"
:) eos

lmc :)

today in a nutshell

Some fun little quotes from today...

"i like you, cause you're not like one of those asians with an asian accent, you have like a mix between an american and british accent" i call bs
"for some weird reason you look very 1940's today" Must be the curly hair and the baggs underneath my eyes
"i love you helene, you're so weird i like you" LOL, you make me feel sane, but i appreciate you for it :)
"why do you seem to act like every race, except your own?" cause asians are ave dear
"you have work at 8am tomorrow" gfg

smiles?

want- sleep
need- a life
have- great friends :) chrystals back! yayayayayayay!
lost- my outer bitch
gained- perspective
gave- time
received- yours :)
lack- confidence
desire- something else

"The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious."

lmc

inspiration

sometimes it takes an act of bravery,
in order to step up and follow suite.
never force yourself to be ready for something,
unless you really are.
be inspired
inspiration has no timeline.

talking about timelines, in order to move on to the future,
you must let go of the past,
don't grab my hand and dragged me to your future,
when i can't let go of the past.
it'll just mean i'll drag the past in the future.
timelines. They don't match me well.

lmc :)

tired

i'm tired of your bs and i'm tired of caring
i'm tired of pretending it doesn't bother me when it does.
i'm tired of making effort to a useless cause
and i'm tired of you.

But sleep won't do, caffeine won't work, cause even when we're tired it just makes us realise what we do need. Sometimes in order to see things we need to be slightly intoxiated. If you have my life minus the tiring aspects you're left with nothing. I may be tired, but at least i know what i need.

hassle

Don't tell me i need to be more dedicated,
when you don't acknowledge what I do.
Just because i don't give my all,
doesn't mean i don't care,
it just makes you not worth the hassle.
My mind needs to go somewhere,
maybe it's time to focus.