happy birthday sis!!
out of all sincerity i wish you the most fab day ever! hope it was worth the trip to onyx; metros and etc :) Hope you also like your present from me :) AND no it was not me going to metros...cause i guess that was a little gift to myself:)
why? cause i learnt a shitload tonight :) so what did i learn? pulling your skirt a little higher gets you free drinks:) LOL im joking. no, i learnt i do have options...problem is...i dont need them. oh wells its nice to feel special once in a while:) i wonder if its time for change. scratch out wonder...i think its time to add in "know and need". I dont need to wonder if its time for change. I know its time for change and i need change. i just wish i could want it so i can actually do it :) thanks guys for the epic weekend...that and making me realise again :)
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
passion
where's mine? everyone seems to have found one except me...
whether your passion lies within cars, games or clothes,
i can't seem to find one. I wish i had a passion, something that made me wanna do something when i get up. Maybe thats why i drink (btw a hell of a lot less now;)) coffee. I wish i had the natural caffiene hit by having a passion for something. wanna be my passion? LOL, yeah didn't think so. maybe i should just leave passion to the tv show. sucks that tehy finished that show...but at least teresa ended up with ethan :)see, true love stories never really have endings :)
whether your passion lies within cars, games or clothes,
i can't seem to find one. I wish i had a passion, something that made me wanna do something when i get up. Maybe thats why i drink (btw a hell of a lot less now;)) coffee. I wish i had the natural caffiene hit by having a passion for something. wanna be my passion? LOL, yeah didn't think so. maybe i should just leave passion to the tv show. sucks that tehy finished that show...but at least teresa ended up with ethan :)see, true love stories never really have endings :)
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
want
sometimes wants are stronger than needs,
cause even when we need something we go for what we want,
maybe that's what should motivate us to do things,
as in, mind over matter...so when we need something
we should tell ourselves we want it so we work harder at getting it.
I realise I work so much harder when i want it, rather than when i need it :)
But man, i wanted kfc hot and spicy chicken so badly right then,
and i cbb leaving the house so i cooked some chicken strip things...still good enough
what else do i want? to restart the game
my life is getting boring, lets restart since 3 people have posted want today :)
cause even when we need something we go for what we want,
maybe that's what should motivate us to do things,
as in, mind over matter...so when we need something
we should tell ourselves we want it so we work harder at getting it.
I realise I work so much harder when i want it, rather than when i need it :)
But man, i wanted kfc hot and spicy chicken so badly right then,
and i cbb leaving the house so i cooked some chicken strip things...still good enough
what else do i want? to restart the game
my life is getting boring, lets restart since 3 people have posted want today :)
Sunday, February 21, 2010
clothes
hey kiddies,
i haven't done this in a while so here it is...a rant. why? cause fml, i was in the city today...so many cute clothes and mega sales but fml...the smallest size was like a size 10. The average size is like a size 14. seriously? you wonder why australia is fat? they're all probably just trying to like gain weight to fit clothes. BUT then again, i wouldn't mind if everyone gained weight. why?
1.) it'll mean more of my sizes in store. 2.) it'll make me look thinner.
rant #2: LOl, there's a group on facebook saying something along the lines of "don't u love it when sluts hate other sluts for being sluts?" LOl , did it ever occur to them that they should make one called "don't u love it when ave girls, pick on other ave girls for being ave" seriously, stop bitching about how ave others are when ur not even close to the top of the ladder. ur ave urself. enough said.
LOL, i was gonna say something else but its probably a tad bit mean. i'll stop here.
xx.
helen
i haven't done this in a while so here it is...a rant. why? cause fml, i was in the city today...so many cute clothes and mega sales but fml...the smallest size was like a size 10. The average size is like a size 14. seriously? you wonder why australia is fat? they're all probably just trying to like gain weight to fit clothes. BUT then again, i wouldn't mind if everyone gained weight. why?
1.) it'll mean more of my sizes in store. 2.) it'll make me look thinner.
rant #2: LOl, there's a group on facebook saying something along the lines of "don't u love it when sluts hate other sluts for being sluts?" LOl , did it ever occur to them that they should make one called "don't u love it when ave girls, pick on other ave girls for being ave" seriously, stop bitching about how ave others are when ur not even close to the top of the ladder. ur ave urself. enough said.
LOL, i was gonna say something else but its probably a tad bit mean. i'll stop here.
xx.
helen
Saturday, February 20, 2010
game
'fair game is fair game.
you do not take a rocket launcher
to a water polo match
just to blow the competition out of the water.
p.s. i think i'm addicted to Borderlands'
you do not take a rocket launcher
to a water polo match
just to blow the competition out of the water.
p.s. i think i'm addicted to Borderlands'
love
'in conclusion of last nights conversation:
"The fickleness of the woman i love
is equaled by the infernal constancy
of the women who love me"
-George Bernard Shaw"'
"The fickleness of the woman i love
is equaled by the infernal constancy
of the women who love me"
-George Bernard Shaw"'
rules
'rules, likes friendships
are made for a reason.
they are NOT meant to be broken
but when they are you lose a part of yourself
but what you gain
is invaluable.
insight'
are made for a reason.
they are NOT meant to be broken
but when they are you lose a part of yourself
but what you gain
is invaluable.
insight'
Thursday, February 18, 2010
nerds
LOL, this is so random but um...i just received that feeling.
you know the type? where u look at a picture of someone and u think "damn, you're amazing!" how can something like that boost your self esteem? i don't know man but it can aye. i'm all smiles now :D haha
on a more happy note. today i wore glasses and felt really smart. i even looked smart. that feeling is awesome. will i ever wear glasses on a casual note? hell to the no BUT still :) i felt so smart. It's funny how one small acessory can change the way you feel. Kinda like anything...small things tend to make the biggest differences :) yay i felt smart today!! i even looked like a nerdy asian. LOVE IT :D
you know the type? where u look at a picture of someone and u think "damn, you're amazing!" how can something like that boost your self esteem? i don't know man but it can aye. i'm all smiles now :D haha
on a more happy note. today i wore glasses and felt really smart. i even looked smart. that feeling is awesome. will i ever wear glasses on a casual note? hell to the no BUT still :) i felt so smart. It's funny how one small acessory can change the way you feel. Kinda like anything...small things tend to make the biggest differences :) yay i felt smart today!! i even looked like a nerdy asian. LOVE IT :D
empty
"would you rather have an empty box or a box with some of your contents already in it?
think about it, with an empty box you have a fresh start,
where you can just add any crap you want to it
But if you have a box that already has some contents in it,
then at least you have an idea of what you want to put in that box right?
which one would you rather have...a fresh start or one that's already semi made up for you?"
think about it, with an empty box you have a fresh start,
where you can just add any crap you want to it
But if you have a box that already has some contents in it,
then at least you have an idea of what you want to put in that box right?
which one would you rather have...a fresh start or one that's already semi made up for you?"
oneitis
'Sometimes when you say something,
or hear something
enough times
You'll start to believe it.
It's true.
I do have oneitis.
Except that person is myself.
*wink*'
or hear something
enough times
You'll start to believe it.
It's true.
I do have oneitis.
Except that person is myself.
*wink*'
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
faded
im not fading because i'm increasing the distance between us
i'm fading because to you, i'm basically a drawing drawn on a whiteboard with a whiteboard marker.
Usually i'll be easy to rub away, but then you realized i stayed on a tad too long, so even when you try to delete me, there's always that faded outline of me.
true story. loser.
i'm fading because to you, i'm basically a drawing drawn on a whiteboard with a whiteboard marker.
Usually i'll be easy to rub away, but then you realized i stayed on a tad too long, so even when you try to delete me, there's always that faded outline of me.
true story. loser.
girls
i don't know why, but to me girls are like books
if you know the language, they're hell easy to read
but if you don't...it's gonna be a problem.
BUt just cause they're easy to read doesn't mean they're easy to understand.
After knowing their genre or clique, they're all pretty predictable.
way too generic. or maybe i'm just bored cause i know their every move.
This is why i'm straight. This is why most of my friends are guys.
i'm just being honest.
if you know the language, they're hell easy to read
but if you don't...it's gonna be a problem.
BUt just cause they're easy to read doesn't mean they're easy to understand.
After knowing their genre or clique, they're all pretty predictable.
way too generic. or maybe i'm just bored cause i know their every move.
This is why i'm straight. This is why most of my friends are guys.
i'm just being honest.
Monday, February 15, 2010
better
is it better to be safe than sorry?
i really don't get this one.
without you i'm safe but without you i'm sorry?
so what do you do in a situation like this anyway?
outweigh which one you'll regret more?
confusing aye?
i really don't get this one.
without you i'm safe but without you i'm sorry?
so what do you do in a situation like this anyway?
outweigh which one you'll regret more?
confusing aye?
Friday, February 12, 2010
helen's law
dear Helen's Law
screw you. i honestly dislike you. NOT only did you bite me in the ass for the fifth time in a row BUT this time you teamed up with timing. RAWR. timing makes or breaks you, so i guess this time it just broke me AGAIN. LOL. Why do you keep doing this to me? after a while, don't you feel a tad bit bad? no? probably cause you're part of my conscious. hmmmmmmmmm. contemplation. i guess it's now just a waiting game. The clock goes tick tock and so does ke$ha. i hope i have as much fun as her during this process.
epic love
little miss chatterbox
screw you. i honestly dislike you. NOT only did you bite me in the ass for the fifth time in a row BUT this time you teamed up with timing. RAWR. timing makes or breaks you, so i guess this time it just broke me AGAIN. LOL. Why do you keep doing this to me? after a while, don't you feel a tad bit bad? no? probably cause you're part of my conscious. hmmmmmmmmm. contemplation. i guess it's now just a waiting game. The clock goes tick tock and so does ke$ha. i hope i have as much fun as her during this process.
epic love
little miss chatterbox
morning
morning. headache. eugh.
LOL. besides that. morning...surrounded by amazing people.
its amazing how great u feel when ur surrounded by people.
actually depends who...but still :)
my body is telling me i feel like shit but my mind is telling me todays gonna be a great day.
people...i dont actually hate them. LOL
life = good again?
YAY! i have friends again. :):):)
btw nice note : i have something to pour my coffee into now. LOL YAY!
today = epicwin:)
LOL. besides that. morning...surrounded by amazing people.
its amazing how great u feel when ur surrounded by people.
actually depends who...but still :)
my body is telling me i feel like shit but my mind is telling me todays gonna be a great day.
people...i dont actually hate them. LOL
life = good again?
YAY! i have friends again. :):):)
btw nice note : i have something to pour my coffee into now. LOL YAY!
today = epicwin:)
Thursday, February 4, 2010
people
:)
today i had a customer that made me think. So yeah, let the blogging begin. She wanted to know what to get her bf for valentines day and tbh i would have no idea. She was telling me how she knew it was right cause it just felt right. How much she had grown over the years. You see, when you're younger it's that imagine of prince charming/ cinderella that you dream of. You know the type...pretty, smart, comes from royalty, sweet etc. you know? the generic crap :) but as you grow it comes to the point where its that one person that makes you smile and stuff. you know the type. Where you pick up a message from them and instantly smile just cause its from them no matter how lame the message is. Knowing that the minute you go on msn or what not you're the first person they want to talk to. When you go out shopping and see something it makes you think of them. Corny i know, but true yes. LOL
...it was the cutest thing i've seen in a while :)
"i don't want you too..."
"so i won't"
"i don't need you too..."
"But i will"
how easy would life be if everyone talked like this :)
today i had a customer that made me think. So yeah, let the blogging begin. She wanted to know what to get her bf for valentines day and tbh i would have no idea. She was telling me how she knew it was right cause it just felt right. How much she had grown over the years. You see, when you're younger it's that imagine of prince charming/ cinderella that you dream of. You know the type...pretty, smart, comes from royalty, sweet etc. you know? the generic crap :) but as you grow it comes to the point where its that one person that makes you smile and stuff. you know the type. Where you pick up a message from them and instantly smile just cause its from them no matter how lame the message is. Knowing that the minute you go on msn or what not you're the first person they want to talk to. When you go out shopping and see something it makes you think of them. Corny i know, but true yes. LOL
...it was the cutest thing i've seen in a while :)
"i don't want you too..."
"so i won't"
"i don't need you too..."
"But i will"
how easy would life be if everyone talked like this :)
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
life
"It's when i miss you that i hate you,
It's when i hate you i realise i care about you,
it's when i care about you i know i don't wanna lose you,
it's at that point...that i realise i just lost you"
LOL it freaks me out that i meant every word of this last week
It relieves me how much can change in a week :D
:) :D ;) :-) :] =) =} =D ;]
haha i decided to put nine happy faces as 9 is my fave number :D
It's when i hate you i realise i care about you,
it's when i care about you i know i don't wanna lose you,
it's at that point...that i realise i just lost you"
LOL it freaks me out that i meant every word of this last week
It relieves me how much can change in a week :D
:) :D ;) :-) :] =) =} =D ;]
haha i decided to put nine happy faces as 9 is my fave number :D
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