play

'play nice, for this feeling of contempt is only temporary'

-lmc

often

' Even though I may not do what you do, I can still understand why you would do it. I'm pretty rationale as a person...despite how irrational i may come across. At the end of the day I'm not your average girl but my mind still ponders like one. I may not come across as the type to over think, over analyze or even over react to something but I do. My train of thought may be different to others but it leads to a similar destination. Despite how little I may care, it could be the one thing that is drilling my system. Despite how little care or effort I may put into something, it may be my number one priority. No matter how busy i may seem you'd never guess how often i try to enter the mind of others for a brief moment to know what they're thinking, how they're thinking and why they think like that. No matter how pieced together I may seem I could be broken into tiny pieces, but in saying that, no matter how broken i may seem I may be pieced together perfectly.'

-lmc

promise

'...and i promise I won't ever hate you.'

moral of the story: never make promises.

-lmc

direction

'Limitless directions to an imaginary destination...yet, I can't even seem to find one.'

-lmc

stubborn

'Pride, why must you be so stubborn?'

-lmc

delete

"I think I wore out my delete button already.
It doesn't seem to work anymore"

-lmc

care

just because you're not meant to care, doesn't mean you won't.

Guilt is an endless reminder that you know what's right and what's wrong but you choose to go down the wrong path.
welcome to that pathetic position that is my life.


-lmc

questions

'hold on. Take a step back. Look around. analyse.
Yeah, that makes no f*cking sense.'

-lmc

Leave

'I f*cking hate people.
Isolation has become my sanctuary'

-lmc

observe

'Hurt is the observation that you will someday mean nothing.
Pain in the revelation that I always meant nothing'

-lmc

phase

' i'm naive but you're stupid. At least mines a phase that's going to pass. Yours? not so much...unless you learn to grow the fk up.'

-lmc

fall

'i like watching people for in love...
but only when its deserved.'

-lmc

fantasy

' I created a fantasy. I doubt any of it was real'

-lmc

amazing

'are you amazing? i can't tell anymore'

-lmc

change

'it's ok. I finally understand.

I am a shit friend.'

-lmc

try

' i wished we tried,
but we didn't.
so here it is,
wait for it.

i'm sorry and goodbye.'

-lmc