happy birthday

happy birthday sis!!
out of all sincerity i wish you the most fab day ever! hope it was worth the trip to onyx; metros and etc :) Hope you also like your present from me :) AND no it was not me going to metros...cause i guess that was a little gift to myself:)
why? cause i learnt a shitload tonight :) so what did i learn? pulling your skirt a little higher gets you free drinks:) LOL im joking. no, i learnt i do have options...problem is...i dont need them. oh wells its nice to feel special once in a while:) i wonder if its time for change. scratch out wonder...i think its time to add in "know and need". I dont need to wonder if its time for change. I know its time for change and i need change. i just wish i could want it so i can actually do it :) thanks guys for the epic weekend...that and making me realise again :)

passion

where's mine? everyone seems to have found one except me...
whether your passion lies within cars, games or clothes,
i can't seem to find one. I wish i had a passion, something that made me wanna do something when i get up. Maybe thats why i drink (btw a hell of a lot less now;)) coffee. I wish i had the natural caffiene hit by having a passion for something. wanna be my passion? LOL, yeah didn't think so. maybe i should just leave passion to the tv show. sucks that tehy finished that show...but at least teresa ended up with ethan :)see, true love stories never really have endings :)

want

sometimes wants are stronger than needs,
cause even when we need something we go for what we want,
maybe that's what should motivate us to do things,
as in, mind over matter...so when we need something
we should tell ourselves we want it so we work harder at getting it.
I realise I work so much harder when i want it, rather than when i need it :)
But man, i wanted kfc hot and spicy chicken so badly right then,
and i cbb leaving the house so i cooked some chicken strip things...still good enough
what else do i want? to restart the game
my life is getting boring, lets restart since 3 people have posted want today :)

clothes

hey kiddies,

i haven't done this in a while so here it is...a rant. why? cause fml, i was in the city today...so many cute clothes and mega sales but fml...the smallest size was like a size 10. The average size is like a size 14. seriously? you wonder why australia is fat? they're all probably just trying to like gain weight to fit clothes. BUT then again, i wouldn't mind if everyone gained weight. why?
1.) it'll mean more of my sizes in store. 2.) it'll make me look thinner.

rant #2: LOl, there's a group on facebook saying something along the lines of "don't u love it when sluts hate other sluts for being sluts?" LOl , did it ever occur to them that they should make one called "don't u love it when ave girls, pick on other ave girls for being ave" seriously, stop bitching about how ave others are when ur not even close to the top of the ladder. ur ave urself. enough said.

LOL, i was gonna say something else but its probably a tad bit mean. i'll stop here.

xx.

helen

game

'fair game is fair game.
you do not take a rocket launcher
to a water polo match
just to blow the competition out of the water.

p.s. i think i'm addicted to Borderlands'

love

'in conclusion of last nights conversation:

"The fickleness of the woman i love
is equaled by the infernal constancy
of the women who love me"
-George Bernard Shaw"'

rules

'rules, likes friendships
are made for a reason.
they are NOT meant to be broken
but when they are you lose a part of yourself
but what you gain
is invaluable.

insight'