compare

i don't like how i always seem to compare myself to people.
I don't like how insecurities can cause so much drama.
I don't like how I can't trust myself to make my own choices.
I don't like a lot of things i do and say.
But I do like,
the people in my life that take me for who i am, the nutcase i am.
when people tell me why they like me as a person. i need that reassurance.
how everything comes and goes but seems to work out at the end.

i don't like how i don't seem to dwell up on the fact that the people in my life make my life absolutely fantastic.
I do like the fact that i'm learning to appreciate them one by one.

xx.
lmc